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i hardly remember, since when i started to put on my feelings seriously to this thing together, and how i feel so selfish being the one who always complain, but didn't say it literally, i put on the dream since 2 years ago, doing these things step by step. but we're not too far, we were so happy about for being little. i want to grow,but we grow too slow.but acting like big thing. but no. still trapped in the "we're about to start" moment. i am ready for everything. but the other ones are ready for everything else.

there was once in my mind to think about giving up.but i think i put too much on this thing. so i put my minds away, and just take a walk again together. my heads are ahead, but they're still behind, so i need to walk slower than i thought. when was the last time we were together?.. i simply forgot. and i don't know what kind of feeling to say. words and promises are out. but reality says another things.

we won't stop learning, but what if you learn the same subject everyday and not turn to the next page? BORED! yes, i feel so bored. there's no improvements, because we're all never crashed our heads and talk seriously, sing your favorite songs, and then complain. there's nothing new,at all. make plans and act professionally. no not act, let's call it "pretending to be professional". if you really want it, give sometime and put sacrifice if you had something you want, i sacrifice mine, and where's yours? i did mine, now where's yours?

many distractions, many reasons, many other things to do. and so we walk, from centimeters to centimeters, and keep adoring the other one and want to be one of them, but they're in the island across the sea. but we're still walking, even the boats are ready,it's not about they're being great or else. they just have time, and spend the time, and doing things with high dedication.



but in the end,at this rate i was the one who's being so selfish. emotions are growing in my vein. i try to understand each of you, but i don't know. i'm too much awake to have a dream.

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