honesty,madness,envious, with happiness

well. yesterday, me and my bandmates were playing at the sky avenue 2010. it's another festival held by the high school i was in, i was not in a bad mood, or in a good mood too. some kind of a mixture between happiness, and madness.

why was i mad? i was mad, because everybody seems showed up late for the practice, it's a pity that we all use the finest technology of communication, but there are still many errors in communication between us. so we just have only have approx time 45 minutes practice that used to be 2 hours.

well, i'm happy, because there's someone that could make me feel calm,and yeah she was there. :)

well after the practice, we decided to eat lunch, and waiting for a van that would pick us up to the venue. and when they arrive, make a phone call, to our manager, and sound man if they are straight to the venue, because they weren't around us yet.

and so we get our gears to van, and went to the venue, oh yeah, we have a friend who came along with it us, he is a very talented photographer who wanted to took pictures of our performance yesterday. here is the link to our photos yesterday, and enjoy other photos from this super talented photographer cantsaynotohope

okay, now it's about what happened on stage.
it feels so different when we're on stage than the sound check we did a night before
the monitor guys, seems not care about what i said, because i can't hear any drums on my monitor, so i took my time a lot to look at my drummer, but everything seems to be fine outside the stage. i can't hear anything except my guitar and the keyboards and a little vocal on the monitor.

well we did another 15minutes set,, so we didn't have anything much to say like our previous gig :p...

there were:
untitled
fireworks
comet's tail
fall asleep and awake

and later that night, i watch our friends the trees and the wild, after a couple of shitty talks, and conversation, they get on the stage, i watched them from the side of the stage.

and yeah, another great performance they did. seems like they were in a very good spirit up there, how they scream and shout , and jump on the stage. seems like it's super fun up there. it's not about how many fans they have. and how many spectators they had that night, that could make me so envious. but the "fun", yes the fun they have on stage. seems i lost it when i play recently,

i'm to serious about this band recently, and i easily get mad honestly, seems like the situation took my fun away, and the way i treat my band as my family is a little bit faded.i forgot the fun.

and again i always blame myself as the one that being so selfish.

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